Help me - i�m from portugal?

You're in a lot of trouble. Unfortunately, all I can offer is my deepest simpathy since I'm indebted as well. Good luck but I don't think society is organized so that anybody who needs help will get it, quite on the contrary. It's a dog eat dog world, you can't count on anyone. Sorry if this seems depressing, I think it's just realistic. But again, good luck.